To Frailty

2010-05-27T22:03:00.001+08:00

2010-05-21T23:34:00.002+08:00

I'm lazy t upload all of the pictures bcuz most of them are blur.. awww :< I guess i'd need a break from school soon. I'm dying from chinese, but i'm coming for my A! Will you w8 for me ^^

2010-05-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

My exams are officially over! It's time for a well deserved break bcuz i've been studying my ass off these 2 weeks. Therefore.. i had a great day out with my baby boy @ town :> We've caught "The Backup Plan" and we had TCC for teatime~ However my poor baby boy felt so cheated bcuz by judging from the size of his cup.. haha! I love you silly boy :>

I'll be headg t kbox tmr, hehehehezx!

2010-05-07T23:10:00.004+08:00

All these while, i've been pondering over how much do i actually mean t you. I've asked myself profusely if i am up t it. Many a time, i've tried t change and move out of the past, just for you. May i know what is wrong with that? :( It's fine t me even if my efforts are unseen, b'cuz for you t be happy is all that matters. But seriously, you make me feel as if i've taken a wrong step out. Do you know how heartwrenching it is t hear such words from you? You'd say it's a misunderstanding, but the feeling of being brought down once was there and it'll always be. Tell me, where do i stand? At the end of the day, i just want t lead a simple life with you. Isn't that what the both of us yearn for? Or perhaps, do you still yearn for it? Now that i've extremely low self-esteem and i feel inferior easily, who's the only one worth suffering for?
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I'd still want t say, i love you bby and i'll always do.

Bluez

2010-05-02T10:57:00.003+08:00

Feelg annoyed, irritated, restless, depressed and i've been swallowing painkillers since yesterday :(
If only done was easier.

X.

Allllllsoooome

2010-04-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

I reeeeally dread for speech day to come, b'cuz i'll be stepping down from band. I'm always procrastinating if i should go for band practices b'cuz the hours are so long, but i h8 to leave! Today's my last performance with the band.. awww :( I've soooo many awesome memories together with each and everyone of them, especially @ genting with section 2 & joyceh goh hehehez. I'll miss band & all my bitchy juniors :(((((

So.. this is section 2 and jump shots (my fav) ^^

w8 for me, i'll be back @ nov/dec! Love you all muackmuack~

2010-04-20T20:57:00.006+08:00

"I'd freeze, unable to get the simplest words out of my mouth. If you've ever has a dream where you've lost all of your teeth, or your mouth has been sewn shut, you'll know what i mean - the feeling that, however much you want to it's physically impossible. That was the sensation i was soon to become horribly familiar with, as my waking world turned into a living nightmare. "

I had 2 buns + 2 yoghurt + 2 box of cereals right after my dinner f you manz (I ate a cow :<)

Mr wizzy

2010-04-16T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hi world, this is my bby boy ^^

I feel so bluey during the weekdays, pui :((((

Sweetboy

2010-04-10T22:47:00.012+08:00

I suck big time, but thank you for giving in to me baby. Awesomeness (Y)

2010-04-03T23:11:00.006+08:00

Happy 3rd monthsary baby :>

I shall be a sweetheart to finish this up before idotatic ends his game kekekez. It's really amazing to know that there's someone out there like him who is so forgiving and lovely. If it weren't for him i bet we'd be quarrelling the whole time. So.. i'd like to thank you baby for your unconditional love and for always giving in. Although we were stuck @ your crib today, i promise there'll be more to come. And believe me, i'm with you, i'm always here, right at a place so close to you. I'm living inside your little heart! I hope we'll stay like this forever :>

School @ 7am again.. draggy much. Bby & me was kicking/pulling/pushing/squeezing each other juz now b'cuz he tried to irritate the shit out of me but i won heheheez ^^ Anyway it's time t revive my nikon bby anyone :<

It's 11:11pm now & someone's missing me heheheez!

2010-03-27T22:12:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was an awesome day @ Victoria with my favourite people heehehehez ^^

I love you the most bby, it's again the 4th next week :>

Happiness

2010-03-20T15:27:00.006+08:00

So i've been spending 24hrs with my hunnyboy for the past 3 days @punggol marina + @downtown east + @bby's crib. I've no pictures b'cus im too tired t take and i can't bear t leave mrwizzy for home :((((((((((

I swear i'd sleep so much better if bby was here 2night. I'm kinda used t him sleeping with me orrrreadyz. How to not love you? I can't wait t see you any sooner<3

2010-03-16T22:40:00.004+08:00

Today was @airdelinez in Town eating & shopping (still lack of clothes :<)
We each bought extremely cute watches heehehehehez nice hor kiddykiddddy
Happy Birthday to you as well~
Am heading to baby's crib tmrz + tmrz's tmrz + tmrz's tmrz's tmrz okeh bai i'll be back with pics ^^

2010-03-08T13:00:00.003+08:00

Stop criticising people for god's sake.. don't you believe in karma's existence? You are not on top of the world, in fact no1 is. Whoever knows-it-all you are okeh, suckerz _l_

2010-03-06T21:12:00.003+08:00

So.. 2night i don't have baby sleeping beside me, i miss you babbbbby<3

2010-03-04T22:12:00.004+08:00

Happy 2nd monthsary bby :>

You used to asked me how much i love you, yes? I've no idea how to put this across, but all i want you to know is you might just be any human being out there.. but you mean the whole world for me. I love you and i'll always do, as long as time allows me. Thank you for your bloated dinner todehz, i'll be here if you ever need me! See you @ your crib tmrz :>

Mengsoon's birthday

2010-02-27T23:34:00.003+08:00

2010-02-20T23:02:00.006+08:00

I've caught Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief with my boy todehz, omg he fucking handsome ttmz that it managed to keep me awake during the show for 2hours or so, power!! (I'm drooling~)

However.. i love you the most baby wangz yeye. It's a blessing to have you :>

(Sorry no more picz b'cus my hair cui ttm+sony camera sux boooooo :<)

Break

2010-02-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

I've determination to.. go jogging b'cuz many says i've became FATTER/CHUBBIER
My diet plan better goes well, like exasperating to the max okehz
Jasmine why you so fat, fuck that i'm eating so much everyday f you f you f you f you
Okehz im gonna stay @ home until i lose it all
I didn't used to worry about it but i'm starting to panic now f you

2010-02-17T10:51:00.003+08:00

I've witness how one could show their undying care for each other, even till they are greyed & wrinkled. One could barely walk, and it touches me deeply to see them clinging onto each other. They made known to each other how much they could actually depend on one, to carry on the journeys in life. They called that an obsession, or prehaps possessive. So love isn't that realistic after all?

PS: I swear i've t go on a diet b'cus i look so fucking pregnant after my hk trip, bloody irksome. Mr wizzy later i likeeee, i missed you so badly<3

2010-02-11T20:46:00.005+08:00

Well, i'll be away for 5 days which means i can't get t see my boyz,

and that's bad+miserable for all you should know :(

Nevertheless i still love you the same.

Big hugz and miss you big time while i'm away~

My hair/face just cui after i snipped off my fringe b'cus i too geigan @noon,

nb irritating ttm can it just quick grow back??

I'm soooo upset+angsty+tulan+mad w myself :@

2010-02-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

See you in 2hours :>

2010-02-07T20:25:00.006+08:00

Hihi so it was gr8 with my bff+bf+friends yesterday. I want t shop so so fucking badly.. New clothes new bags new shoes new phone new hair new everything but no new bf okehz, i love you ttm baby boyz~ Am hooked onto the tv now so i'm procrastinating if i'm gg t study for my ss test tmrz, so annoying :<

2010-02-05T17:58:00.007+08:00

Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi everyone, this is my babyz ^^

1st

2010-02-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU LIKE THIS.

2010-01-31T15:47:00.003+08:00

I want t get an instant print camera+blackberry dadddddddddddy where are you~
WHY.IS.MY.BABY.STILL.SLEEPING.AT.THIS.TIME :<

2010-01-31T00:45:00.002+08:00

Im so happy because yesturdeh was bff + bf day. Awesome combination huh hehez. We wanted to catch Hachiko but it was full house :< So we caught 14 blades but i fell asleep halfway through nbzz cock show.

Okehz, have to catch up with Autmun's Concerto while my babyz is busy playing pokerz naaaaooo~

2010-01-23T23:30:00.002+08:00

Back from a long busy week.. sooo it was awwwwwesome @ town todehz with baby + companyz. I didn't managed to get my train @ Sakae.. b'cuz im too old but babyz's gonna get me one hehez, do you remember what you've said! Well anyway, it was so foolish of you yesterday but i'm soo glad you're fine. I've no earthly idea how many times i'm repeating this but i want you to know again and again i love you big timez and i'm so glad to have you~

2010-01-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

Spend my night @ baby's crib yesterday. I love hugging you to sleep+wake up when i see you hehez. And so i went to Pulau Ubin todehz with my dear girls and baby++. I totally regretted heading there to cycle and it was hard work with fatz :(

2010-01-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

Big hugz and miss you big timez while you're away @ work todeh tiny weeny~

2010-01-08T18:43:00.006+08:00

To that someone dear out there, though i know you might still have your doubts in me, i'd still want to tell you this. I'm not good at words.. will this be enough? Well, perhaps it was a pity that we knew each other for only a short time, or perhaps i should say it was bad that i was once pulled back then. I'd want to say you're really great. On a happier note, i'm so glad i've met someone like you. I'd not want to dwell on any heart-wrenching times of the past. But i hope you'll be assured that i'm true to you. You've always made all the little problems of the day disappear when i see you. Your presence do make a difference. It doesn't really matter where we are or what we're doing, as long as we are together to share it. Yes, we may have lesser time for each other in the near future b'coz this is my year, but fret not. You'll always be in my mind no matter where you are. I think you're the only person that i'd want to spend my time with for now. The one with such a smile i wouldn't want to miss. Forgive me if i've made you upset in anyway. I love you nongnong time Darren Wang :>

Now i've to conquer my laziness to get the fucking high pile of work done by Monday. 45 articles+2 comphre+2 summary+4 compo+4 letter writing. Good luck to me.

2010-01-03T20:23:00.002+08:00

Well, i fucking lost my ezlink todeh somewhere. I can't stoping whining @ wizzy bcos the picture is the only one i have in the good old days. He was suppose to do magic for it to reappear but well it doesn't work. Omg i want my ezlink back why am i so careless ezlink ezlink ezlink where are you? :(

I'm so eggcited for school tmrz to see all the old faces but i'm going to school with a big bomb on my forehead (Y)

2009-12-31T16:43:00.004+08:00

It was so nice to go for kite flying with my girls. I'm happy bcoz wizzy bought me bubble + kitez (he can't wait to cook the lizard hehehez!) And i met wizzy + liweiz a couple of hours ago for lunch. 2010 is coming in a couple of hours and i hope to have a better year ahead. I'm gonna have a new year resolution hehehehez. What about you?

I like wizzy :>

2009-12-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

29/12: I had an awesome day, with the lovely company of course. I had sooo much fun with them (especially the part when we were talking about **, yes joyceh?) And i can't wait to see you all again~

2009-12-25T01:37:00.003+08:00

24/12: Caught Alvin and the Chipmunks with jerm & co. The show was fabbbbbb hehehehz. It has been donkey years since i've met up with my dear girl. We did some catching ups and it was great to see her after so long :>

And not forgetting.. Merry Christmas babies! Priceless face (Y)

2009-12-22T18:21:00.006+08:00

Hi babies! So it was great @ cvmb's chalet. I had so much fun with the rest, especially the night cycling in the rain huh. My butt hurts like a fucking bitch after all the long hours of cycling. The part where we all have to squeze like sushi was best haha. Sorry, i fucking suckz when i sleep i think. Weijun & Daryl love my nikon baby ttm, yes? I had no idea they were so adorable okiez. I'll take forever to upload 1000+ pics, like classic pose only hahahaha. But no worries because i'll upload all @ fb. I've caught Princess and the Frog. The movie was so adorable! Seems like i am deprived of childhood, hehehez. Some of them was sleeping throughout the show, because fairy tale doesn't exist afterall i supposed? Bodyguards and Assassin was a suckerz because the duration was a killer and the content was shitz. I was eating like a pigz throughout the 3 days and because of that i spent most of my money eatinggggggz fml.

And hell, i realised i am going to miss every single one of the sec4s especially my B1 after this chalet. Can there be more band outingz?! :<

2009-12-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

Sinfonietta VIII was awesome with the rest, eggcited to see you all tomorrow :>

2009-12-17T23:06:00.005+08:00

I'll be seeing banana pyjamaz tmr after so long! I've been eating non stop recently and i'm feeling extremely worn out and sad todeh. I miss grandpa i miss b1 i miss ww. It still hurts like a fucking bitch and i hate you faggot.

2009-12-14T00:15:00.001+08:00

I've lost someone dear :<

2009-12-12T23:10:00.003+08:00

Why is the world so unfair? I felt so helpless, when i see my grandpa look awfully skinny day by day, getting weaker than before. I could feel the agony and misery he was going through when i look into his eyes. Now, it felt as if our lifespan is so short-lived. We could do the things we've yearn to but we often fail to get what we desire, yes? Or prolly not. I could still recall vividly the times when he took care of me when i was an infant, meeting to all my needs without asking for anything in return. I miss the good old days. Well, in that pair of watery eyes i could sense how torturing and painful it is for him to leave everything behind, especially grandma. This is dejecting isn't it?

May god bless you.

2009-12-12T01:00:00.002+08:00

Yesterday: Caught 2 movies in one day with the 20 bucks that i am left with for the week :<

2009-12-09T23:24:00.010+08:00

See you on friday babyfacez! Not forgetting my bffs and.. hehehez :>

Yumyummmmmmm, like fab only i want canz?!?! (Y)

2009-12-07T23:24:00.003+08:00

It was a pity that big momma didn't get to join us @ our bbq this evening. So much for his personal reasons huh? Haha, however we've gotten ourselves more food to consume. It's been such a long time since i've seen my classmates. Shall we meet up more often? :>

Thumbs up for bffs (Y)

2009-11-30T23:33:00.001+08:00

2009-11-28T23:33:00.003+08:00

22-26 Nov: Genting trip was fufilling for me, however i was sick to the extend that i was not able to go to the theme park. What a waste! I even had to go to the hospital due to my high fever :<

Anyway, i had so much fun with Joyce doing our crazy stuffs in the hotel room. Those pictures will not be uploaded, haha. It's too much of a coincident that we have almost everything the same huh? Can't wait to see her on Monday to braid our hair :>

I regretted not bringing my nikon baby.. look at the amount of pictures!

you are away):

2009-11-25T19:47:00.004+08:00

hi all(:
HACKED TO MY BIBI BLOG!!kiddin.
baby at genting so she asked me to blog for her^^
but right now she is sicked.worry for her sia.
anyway baby is back tmr.
I DAM MISS my baby right now man.
I MISS YOU very MUCH.(:

hehe my baby^^ she see this she going KILL ME.hahas.nvm(:

GTG dota byes!

2009-11-21T22:50:00.003+08:00

Today: Finally i've the chance to meet up with my dearest boy but i head down to fep in the afternoon. I spent 90 over bucks today so now i am broke. Jiawei, Joyson and me caught Christmas Carol 3D but i don't understand a single fuck because there wasn't any subtittles. Money down into the drain.

2009-11-20T18:17:00.005+08:00

Hi babies! I'm back from my trip to Sunway Lagoon. I've enjoyed myself to the maximum and i bet my baby boy did missed me huh?! The trip was good with every single one of them. I can't stop laughing at all of the shit ass jokes, haha. Thumbs up for the scream park and all the expressions they have on their faces when they are in there. I'm feeling extremely exhausted but i'm still heading to Genting with band this Sunday. I can't wait to spend my 5 days with my favourite girl. I have 700 over pictures in my nikon baby but i'll not upload everything because it is going to take forever.

Anyway, i met up with long lost Jiawei and Joyson with Fazlin earlier on. They are still as cool as ever right Joyson? Haha, you all better miss me when i'm away! (Otherwise i'll bring nothing back for you all :>)

(Say hi to big momma everyone)

Joke of the day huh dude?

2009-11-15T16:06:00.001+08:00

See you soon baby boy :>

2009-11-11T22:10:00.001+08:00

It was good to see my baby boy after a whole long weekend. Thank you for the dinner at Japanese Gourmet Town! I love you and i can't wait to see you any sooner.

2009-11-06T22:45:00.007+08:00

Today: Fep with Adeline. Baby says he love his present! :>

2009-11-03T20:20:00.000+08:00

Happy 8th my baby boy. I just want you to know that i love you best and i'm so glad i met someone like you. To know that you are being there despite certain circumstances make me feel a whole lot better. Well, you're one with such a smile i won't want to miss. I'd not want to dwell in those heart wrenching moments because i love you in everyway. I'm happy to know that you always care and every how and then with you seems so worthwhile. I'd want to be with you for the longest we can be, i'd not say forever. Because happiness is short-lived. We all know true ones doesn't come easy huh? But indeed i am proud to say for the past 8 months i see nobody but you sweetheart. I assure you there will be more to come :>

2009-10-28T19:44:00.010+08:00

Yesterday: Out to town with my baby boy and the usuals. Although there was some unhappy stuffs in between, it was still a good day. I'm utterly sorry but we eventually patched up, yes? He fufilled his promise with the baby bear and he caught me a soft toy. Such a sweetheart huh! :>