All these while, i've been pondering over how much do i actually mean t you. I've asked myself profusely if i am up t it. Many a time, i've tried t change and move out of the past, just for you. May i know what is wrong with that? :( It's fine t me even if my efforts are unseen, b'cuz for you t be happy is all that matters. But seriously, you make me feel as if i've taken a wrong step out. Do you know how heartwrenching it is t hear such words from you? You'd say it's a misunderstanding, but the feeling of being brought down once was there and it'll always be. Tell me, where do i stand? At the end of the day, i just want t lead a simple life with you. Isn't that what the both of us yearn for? Or perhaps, do you still yearn for it? Now that i've extremely low self-esteem and i feel inferior easily, who's the only one worth suffering for?
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I'd still want t say, i love you bby and i'll always do.